Break my Molds Love

And for all of my colors I thank you Ultraviolet

Your sovereign love forces my heart out of its mold reshaping it into something that’s foreign, I take your reassuring hand and willingly tread the beautiful unknown.

And all the faces that said they loved me, they all fade into the gray.

And all of the haunting voices that lied, they’ve all fallen quiet into a permanent slumber in the back of my mind.

I’m giving my all for your love and now my heart beats so divine.

It pulls me to unknown depths and today I will not fight it.

Because I am but a vibrant petal picked by the hands of “I love you.”

Petals

I am but a mear petal falling to the ground picked from the wrong side of the tracks known as “I love you not.”

The safe haven that your arms once promised now crumble in weighted heat.

Self sabotaging flames engulf me as I force us to spiral out of sync and into the rhythms of self conscious insecurity.

Late night overthinking thinks of all the ways I can catch the masked intruder who pretends to be you that I know.

I strain to stop the beating in my brain, an always lost cause.

The last hope of you and me falls to my feet… the wilted remains of “he loves me….he loves me not….”